Hear my prayer

This is a song by my favorite songwriter, Jon Foreman, in his band Fiction Family. These lyrics are the lyrics that have been bleeding out of my heart for as long as I can remember.

Mostly

This is darkest day I've seen
I can't find an opening
I've never felt this rage in me
I've never known this anger

I'm feeling like a curse
I feel like I'm getting worse
I'm bored with war and songs
I've been bitter far too long
Come on prove me long

And tell me I'm no longer
And tell me I'm not crazy
Well maybe just a little bit
Maybe just a little bit crazy
But mostly prove me wrong

They're up to something in my head
I can hear them taunting me
Thanks for nothing imagined friends
I can hear you laughing

I feel like a hearse
Like I'm carrying dead hurts
I'm tired of being right
I'm retiring from that fight
Hey come on prove me wrong

And tell my I'm no longer
Tell me I'm not crazy
Or maybe just a little bit
Maybe just a little bit crazy
But mostly prove me wrong

I'm feeling like a bomb
Like I'm screwing up my song
It's like I don't belong
No point in going on
Hey come on prove me wrong

Tell me I'm not crazy
Or maybe just a little bit
Maybe just a little bit crazy
But mostly prove me wrong